Sometimes I just want to
do drugs and drink
it's too hard to think
madness on the brink
the missing link
skeletons emerge from the closet
brain celibate dancing the devils mosh pit
John Malkovich with a gun to my…
Jun 9 2020
Dec 3 2019
Origin Stories
As the seasons changed
so did my bastard frame
began to masquerade the pain
packed a faster blade
for a long time death was certified
never afraid to die, life verses time
love had me blind
written lines traveling the…
Jul 26 2019
BBQ & Chaos
I’m indelible sworn
born from the fire that burned slow
untouchable within my Company Flow
load the chamber when my money gets low
stone cold existence
pain bleeds from the pen
watch my soul get christened
deadlights glisten, shot of…
Jul 7 2019
Champions
They say I'm too old for this rap shit
I'm just here to bring some balance to your actions
went from stashing semi automatics underneath my mattress
to under ground champion
gangsta rap lit
punishing you with bully rap clicks …
Dec 19 2017
Generosity
Happy new year depression
it’s just me and you again
finding new ways to explore the connection
generosity what is it?
is it mom cooking for strangers in the kitchen?
is it one day without pain and sickness?
fighting to…
Sep 3 2017
Gods Aim
Chicago Bullish
tattooed in the name of Chicago bullets
Chicago ruthless
blood stained with Gods aim
disdain for Gods name
display my inner Gods pain
for Gods sake
who does God thank
when the winds of change reign
forcing my…
Apr 21 2017
Gods Waiting Room
Summon the many arms of Vishnu
to illustrate what I been through
born from a crippled stencil
automated Denku tenchu
walk with so much end view
people ask which God sent you
world’s built on penciled lectures
submerged in clockwork…
Apr 21 2017
Gorgeous
Dear journal my outlook has become nocturnal
with nothing to turn to spiritualism is segregated
wondering if the entrance to heaven is gated
or is inner peace exaggerated?
walkin’ with castrated brain matter
calculating deaths data into physical matter
wanting…
Apr 19 2017
Don't Feed The Machine
I awoke somewhere between the war of ambition
teetering on the line of fact and fiction
getting burned by the friction
of self savior and victim
enriched with not so God like decisions
birthed within the laws written
plagued by…
Apr 19 2017
Poison Makes Me Pretty
Welcome my world how to begin it?
limped into Nasa labs on a mission to quiet the cynics
overhaulin’ my life from a distance
civilence mic check one, two
couldn’t walk in God’s shoes even if I want to
its…
Apr 19 2017
Pollination
106 DEGREE HEAT INDEX
DROWNING IN A SEA OF MENTAL IMPOTENCE
I GUESS IGNORANCE IS BLISS
WAITING FOR THE SWITCH
PECKED ON THE CHEEK BY FATES PERFECT KISS
MY INDENTS ARE STIFF
AT THE END OF MY ROPE
RATHER BE…
Apr 19 2017
Berserker Fury
Don’t let ‘em push the button cousin
who let the dusted gluttons in the function?
this ones dedicated to the baby boomers
daily gloomers who maneuver through the future
with scalpel and suture gettin’ the world wide open
takin’ back…